Despite my Indonesian outcome as well as my upcoming Grade 4 Theory exam, I had promised myself to make an update and yes, dedication definitely comes with sacrifices which I have made for everyone who ever reads my blog (no one)
BUT, I've been thinking what to blog about because these past few days have been quite bad for me as there have been minor problems in my life. However these problems have made me learn so much.
ONE
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I believe in the quote which states
' A true friend isn't someone who you get along well with, but someone who will be with you until the end'
Even <3 has said that ;
everyday is a test.
Everything is a test.
It's not even hard to pass this test because it depends on yourself. It's like a test of commitment, trust and friendship all in one. If you fail any of this, you obviously don't value the friendship enough and therefore, you will know who is actually 'there' for you and who just says they are but aren't.
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TWO.
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Love is about trust and commitment,
You and I have came to conclusion that two of those are the most important things between us.
Thank you so much for understanding me everyday, putting up with my immaturity (and that's shitloads) and always asking me what's wrong.
Thank you for everything you have done for me. I'm sorry for bringing you pain on some days, and some days make you depressy because of my busy life.
Thank you for trusting me and believing that whatever I do, it's all for a good reason.
I don't know what else to ask for you and in fact have nothing to ask from you because you're everything I ever wanted.
Thank you for all the advice you've given me and even thoughts and opinions you have shared with me when I talk about my problems. No matter how shit you think they are, to me they help me so much.
Lastly, thank you for coming into my life. For the worse or the good or whatever, to me, you've given me some hope. Everyday, I want to be a better person because of you.
Thank you for everything and
i love you my best friend, my lover and my poopie :)
<3
THREE.
Love is about trust and commitment,
You and I have came to conclusion that two of those are the most important things between us.
Thank you so much for understanding me everyday, putting up with my immaturity (and that's shitloads) and always asking me what's wrong.
Thank you for everything you have done for me. I'm sorry for bringing you pain on some days, and some days make you depressy because of my busy life.
Thank you for trusting me and believing that whatever I do, it's all for a good reason.
I don't know what else to ask for you and in fact have nothing to ask from you because you're everything I ever wanted.
Thank you for all the advice you've given me and even thoughts and opinions you have shared with me when I talk about my problems. No matter how shit you think they are, to me they help me so much.
Lastly, thank you for coming into my life. For the worse or the good or whatever, to me, you've given me some hope. Everyday, I want to be a better person because of you.
Thank you for everything and
i love you my best friend, my lover and my poopie :)
<3
THREE.
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People will leave your life in some point,
Some for a good reason like moving countries and some, well, for the stupidest reasons ever.
I'm just so lucky people leave me because of the stupidest reasons and not for the good.
But that's okay because life goes on
There are constantly people walking in and out of my life and so, I trust that some may choose to leave, but more will definitely come in.
It had never occurred to me but the other day, I was so down. Instantly, everyone talking to me had offered to talk to them or even listen to me nag at them as they will tolerate me.
At that very point, I realise how lucky I am.
Thank you so much to all the people who have been there for me.
I really appreciate your love for me. Even if it's just for the slightest because I feel like the luckiest girl ever to have you.
I love you all,
you know who you all are :)
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<3
