Four more weeks till the endddd

Today was pretty shit.
It rained the entire day and it was cold and wet. We had to go indoors to play all our PE shizzle. It was pretty fun I supposeee ...

Sorry I think I swore a lot. Not exactly in the mood to do this .
Whats wrong with me? I don't feel anything.
That's good but .. normal ?

Please let me live for another four weeks.
After that, let me evolve again into something different.
A new year is all I need to get over this messed up one right here, right now, right before, right ever .
I just need to be patient. Sooner or later, it'll just bottom up to one more day.

Bite your tongues people. You say I'm trying so hard to get him back?
PLEASE, you're the one who is trying hard to think you even know absolutely everything about me or whats happening when of course you don't except for maybe my name .
So please, save your rants for another day. I don't think it's welcomed.

I'm going. Bye .
Sorry .