I guess you are right. I need a new start. Well, you didn't mention that I needed one but I reckon I do. The past is the past and I'm willing to throw it all away but of course not the memories I have because they keep me alive and if you give me five million dollars just to forget everything, I'd give your money back and you can just chiao.
From this day onwards as well , I would be following Naomi's advise and repeat her famous quote in my head : DON'T WORRY, BE HAPPY !